War

I’m at War

With my foolish  self

A war I’ve created

An abomination

Mind searches for absolute truth,

For All I feared has come upon me

All I’ve loved has long left me

A nuclear explosion within

Fancy a spectrum  of grays

Radiating into nonsensical actions

The chemistry over your intellectual psyche

Body emits radioactive fumes from

Decades of atomic words

Spilling  ashes on memory

Nostalgia bombs perimeters

I let go of bulletproof vest

As torpedo points at chest

Attempting to blast an empty core

I stand firm

 Battalion of men grenade my empire

Roaring  “There shall be War”

But,

You cannot annhilate the ruined

Nor what you cannot understand

It’s a clash of ruptured souls

The damned and the  fearless

It’s a War on war thing

© Viviana Plasman

Masochist

Brought the sun, hell and all that burns

To break the noose around my neck 

To unchain my undying soul

To rid me of delirium

Don’t you know? 

I want to choke 

And gasp till there's no air

Asphyxiate till every vein runs dry

And suffocate until every atom dies

Just to feel alive

On the verge of demise

You arrive

And breathe life into me

As if I asked

Saviour is it?

Breaking all laws

To destroy my façade

I detest you

Yet, you nurture

And lull me to slumber

I cock a pistol

Don’t you understand?

My delight

This whimsy of mine

Ache leads to oblivion

Pleasures my addiction

My tears aren’t in vain

In truth

What would become of me?

Without you

© Viviana Plasman

Savage

Eyes of a hunter

Sure of its prey

Obsessive gaze

With a cunning smile

I know your breed

Scars and open wounds

Bleeding existence

Into defiance

Shackled down to bitter howls

Demeaning my design

My wild heart in captivity

Rebelling against your drug

Domination and control

Is how you plan to tame

When my soul nature is to roam  

Full moon

Trances my hips

To the momentum of your pendulum

Rivaling my way

To the unknown chasm of man

Capture me today

For this instance

I’ll be your delight

Raveled under your spell

Inherently yours

But Release me tomorrow

Into borderless horizons

Lurking the depths of your dreams

Abyss of your desires

Haunting you still

Bloody cries in the wind

Forsaken your own will

My fate is to be free

Darling, you know

I’m just a wild thing

© Viviana Plasman

Breathless

Crows pecking at skin

Carcass tainted red

Feasting on love

Face now bone

Palpitating to oblivion

Trees reach out to grab me,

But I refuse,

I walk in thorns instead

Then, how am I to live?

 When I remain undone

Without reason

To the end of time I’d run

Sell my soul to Lucifer

Bleed verve away

The things I’d do

Just to faintly feel you again

Things you will never comprehend

© Viviana Plasman