Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Masochist


Brought the sun, hell and all that burns
To break the noose around my neck 
To unchain my undying soul
To rid me of delirium

Don’t you know? 
I want to choke 
And gasp till there's no air
Asphyxiate till every vein runs dry
And suffocate until every atom dies
Just to feel alive

On the verge of demise
You arrive
And breathe life into me
As if I asked

Saviour is it?
Breaking all laws
To destroy my façade
I detest you
Yet, you nurture
And lull me to slumber

I cock a pistol
Don’t you understand?
My delight
This whimsy of mine

Ache leads to oblivion
Pleasures my addiction
My tears aren’t in vain
In truth
What would become of me?
Without you


© Viviana Plasman

Savage


Eyes of a hunter
Sure of its prey
Obsessive gaze
With a cunning smile
I know your breed

Scars and open wounds
Bleeding existence
Into defiance
Shackled down to bitter howls
Demeaning my design

My wild heart in captivity
Rebelling against your drug
Domination and control
Is how you plan to tame
When my soul nature is to roam  

Full moon
Trances my hips
To the momentum of your pendulum
Rivaling my way
To the unknown chasm of man


Capture me today
For this instance
I’ll be your delight
Raveled under your spell
Inherently yours

But Release me tomorrow
Into borderless horizons
Lurking the depths of your dreams
Abyss of your desires
Haunting you still

Bloody cries in the wind
Forsaken your own will
My fate is to be free
Darling, you know
I’m just a wild thing


© Viviana Plasman